Mr. Vins Blog

Father, Father.. where are you going? O spent some time with me…!! Speak father, speak to your little boy, or else I will be lost…!! The day was bright, no father was there.. the child was crying.. But no father was there… The night was dark, no father was there.. The child was wet with dew.. but no father was not there.. The mire was deep, and the child did weep.. But no father was there… Then where is THE FATHER? The father is somewhere.. working from 9 to 9.. the father is busy in making money for his child… the father is busy in real estate.. so that his child can smile… But the father is not aware.. he lost his child… Father, O Father, I need your time.. I want to play with you.. I want to laugh with with you… Yes, yes, Money is important.. but dont forget… am your child.. so make me smile Make me smile now..!! Father, Father.. where are you going? Pleae dont go so fast…or else I will be lost…!!

I opened my eyes.. Its already 9… I was again late for office… Yes..!! Yes..!! Its all because sleepless nights.. that I woke up late this day…Just because Stress is starting to overwhelm me… Its wearing on my health, wearing on my sleep.. wearing on my peace.. yes.. its wearning on my peace…!! Lack of time, lack of wealth.. I didn’t get a good house for rent.. sometime house was bad.. sometime landlord forcing me to leave… The mess my roommates made…and it’s too late for cleaning now…!! The disturbance my flatmate girlfriend is creating.. Is something nobody would believe..!! But Yes..!! Yes..!! I am stressed due to it..!! I will be changing occupations..If interviews go un-well. The uncertainty amplifies frustrations!! I know, I know.. There is no fear of drowning but this uncertainty shakes me though..!! I know.. My mentor said me once :) when the right words would not come to give voice to a moment or a feeling..!! when uncertainty knocks at the door of your heart.. Jus...

It was a fine noon… She smiled, I said.. the way you smiled.. make me feel like a child..!! She smiled and said.. I am impressed, please say more..!! I said, hey b'ful.. the way you smiled.. make me feel like a child..!! The way you laughed and smiled .. make me feel like a child..!! Your gentle touch and the warm hands.. Makes me wish I could be with you all day, Your beautiful eyes, and soft brown hair, Makes me want to kiss your lips time and time again, I love the way you smiled at me, you don’t need to talk your smile alone speaks words so deep, With you I want to walk..!! Each time I hear your voice my heart flutters and my face go red, When I hold you in my arms, I feel as though I never want to be apart, When I’m alone your what feels my mind, Thoughts of us together makes me smile over and over… Your cuteness in the smile, Just melts my heart each time..!! The way you laughed and smiled, make me feel like a child..!! You are my love darling and your smile is my lif...

Mid of Summer…Mid of Summer.. And I was upset…. i was upset leaning on the bridge.. The oldie ask..What happen child..!! I said..!! She hurt me… I loved her..!! Oldie smiled… Oldie smiled and said.. You.. You even don’t know how to love..!! You.. You generation even don’t know how to love..!!! You only set your status available… but are you really available for them ? Yes .. you are available… You are available on facebook.. Yes .. you are available… You are available on tinder.. but are you really available for them ? For love .. first you have to become available for them..!! you … your generation…!! meet someone new… Meet someooonnne neewww….!! Exchange numbers & late night conversations… Like dislike and question answer game..!! Ask out & coffee… Ask out and date..!! Date and dinner… dinner and sex..!! Sex and lose interest..!!! and then… meet someone new…!! Exchange numbers & late night conversations… For love.. you have to really love someone..!! You.. y...

I woke up that morning.. she was not there.. She just left a small note.. “sorry” was her last word..!!! Okay .. Okay…!! To all guys..there outside… A good girl, is really hard to find… Heart..hearts are broken everyday No matter what you do.. No matter what you say It hurts so bad.. It hurts so bad It makes you feel so sad You cry, You cry and cry Over each one of her lies.. her lies…!! Love..!! Love is not like before Money is all what they are looking for Love..!! Love is not like before Money is all what they are looking for.. They smiled at you, because.. They are alone.. they are confuse.. They will say sorry later .. they will say “ just friends” later They will give you “wrong signals”.. they will say “You will get another” later.. They will make you second option.. They will make you another weekend option.. Love.. Love is not like before Money is all what they are looking for A lot of guys are blind.. yes blind They don’t know which girl is kind And when they feel the...

Love.. Love.. Love..!! Love is powerful, love is strong But if its only you, you feel so wrong..!! My emotions are strong and my emotions are true It hurts like hell when its only you..!! I read somewhere that day.. The worst thing a girl can do … is make a guy fall for her.. when she has no intention of catching him…!! Yes she did same.. yes she did same..!! Yes she did the worst..!! What should I do? I want do die.. I want to die I dont think I can look into her eye..!! What is wrong with me? I’m a human being What else can I do? I gave it my all… She loves someone else, so here is my fall..!! This is the hardest feeling.. This is the hardest feeling The person you love…Loves someone else..!! I read somewhere that day.. Torn between two… who would you choose? -2 The one that you love… or the one that loves you? I said that day.. One that I love..!! I’m trying really hard not to cry… I think about her every minute of the day she doesnt give a crap, she just want to pla...

Summer..!! Indian Summer..!! Most of time we hate Indian Summer.. But Summer..!! It’s not that bad..!! Summer…!! How can you hate beryy..!! How can you hate grapes and cherry..!! The melon and the mangos..!! The school boy said.. Summer.. I loved it..!! No school.. No bedtime..!! Friends.. cricket and summer trips…!! popsicle, shakes and juice…!! She said… Summer .. I loved it..!! Lounging at the beach eating nachos and hot dogs..!! sun kissed hair, and fireflies. Ahh, fireflies..!! He said… Summer I loved it..!! So Much More Light! No struggle to wake up early..!! No Flu For You..!! And a Dose of Vitamin D..!! Yes It’s Summer..!! Just wear up your shorts..!! Workout outside..!! Produce Some Produce ..!! Just enjoy the summer..!!

Yes, It was a holiday..!! I took my pen and paper.. and venture into the nature..!! I looked my around.. Everything was so beautiful… Those birds.. those fresh green leaves… The water… the grass…!!! Yes I dont like that woodpecker…!! Woodpecker always disturb me..!! I just closed my eyes…!! I can hear the sound of wind… The sound of bugs.. The sound of birds… The sound of growing grass.. All pleasant sound making me alive..!! Yes, alive.. more alive.. and more alive..!! But still woodpecker was disturbing me .. but no worries..!! Its heaven..!! The smell of Pine trees attacted me.. The smell of flowing water and the sand.. make me rejuvenated..!! The calmness, the freshness… the peace… !!! I took my pen and wrote… God, you are really awesome man !!

I am a man…!! Indian man!! If we trust Nandita.. I am a potential rapist!! But I am just a man… Who have emotions… Who stands with sister in her early days… Who drops her sister to tution classes… Who follows his mom’s directions… Who don’t dare to talk to girls in his class… Who stands with his school girls when they were followed by some goons during that trip… Who drop her classmate as his brother was late that day Who wait with her outside the tution class until her father didn’t come.. Who make a seat reserved for her in his college bus.. Who spent his pocket money on her coffee… Who speed down his bike only for her.. Who plan a surprize party on her bday.. Who hugs her sister when she was leaving for in laws.. Who makes his mon comfortable after sis marriage… Who skip his classes just for her.. Who visits 1000 km to his grand mother… Who support his family emotionally and economically Who didnt drink in that party just because he wanted to drop her safely… Who stays late in...

Day… Day and Days… One day.. two day.. Each day.. every day Good day.. bad day.. Yesterday… Today… Toooooooday…!! What is today? Today is HIS gift unto you… Are you not happy? Why?? Are you not happy.. as you learn a lot today? Ahh.. you didn’t learn a lot.. Are you not happy.. you learn a little today? Ohh .. you didn’t leanr a little too.. Are you not happy.. you didn’t fall sick today? Ohh ..sorry..!! So you are sick today..!! Are you not happy… you are alive today..!! Yesss!! You are alive..!! Then behave like an alive one!! Be happy.. as Today is HIS gift unto you..!! Dont waste!!

Hey Murderer… you want to take my life With the aid of a knife… ? Kill me, Break Me, End my life, I cared..!! Take this gun and shoot me, Don’t look, Don’t Stop… Just murder me …!! I no longer care, Just end my life now, I no longer care, I no longer care to speak of her name, I no longer cry out her name in vein..!! I no longer care, I no longer care, the fake smiles… I no longer care, be fake boyfriend… I no longer care, to fall in love again.. I was crying, when the part of me is dying… I drop tears, I drop tears… I drop tears, I drop tears of blood…!! She did the murder of my heart.. I lost the blood from my veins… I never stop crying.. slowly I was dying… Come on..!! Murder me, Murder me now… Just end it now,End my suffering, Please kill me now, Take this knife and murder me now.