Secret feeling vs Official feeling
Its Mid of March 2012, when officially I broke up with Asmita. Although from last 3-4 month nothing was cool in between us. I thought “ It will be fine, I can easily adjust without her” “ she is not a one, I can find another one”, “ I do lots of effort, but she want to break the relation...” and so on. But down the heart I knew that “ I will ,miss her “, “ No doubt I can find another, but its very difficult that someone can take her position”, “ and the break up was due to both of us”... No, No.. I am not sharing any story here. Its only an example, that I want to show you that there are two types of feeling.... “ Official feeling and the Secret feeling”. Yes, we act like “ we are fine, we are okay...” but we know actually we are not... we are struggling somewhere. I didn't know why this happen each time even when we know that the secret feeling is far different from our official. My official feeling always says that I am feeling Okay about “...